Whatsoever

T The Last Link in the Chain

I traced my bloodline all the way back, through my mother, my grandmother, and every woman before them who was handed a child and no tools to raise one. I carry them all. I have decided I will be the last in the line. Nobody comes after me.
- Section Journal
- Published 14 March, 2026
- Tags
  - Bloodline ,
  - Generations ,
  - Trauma
- Reading Time 5 mins
T The Autopsy of Who I Was

When therapy strips away every story you built to survive, you are left standing over the body of your former self, and the hardest part is not the grief. It is the recognition.
- Section Journal
- Published 8 March, 2026
- Tags
  - Cbt ,
  - Dismantling ,
  - Rebuild
- Reading Time 5 mins
S Seven Winters Without Shelter

Where I speak about a childhood guilt across decades, for a rottweiler named Rocco who spent eleven years in a garden, seven winters curled against a door he was never allowed through, and a lifetime without the family he loved.
- Section Journal
- Published 6 March, 2026
- Tags
  - Dog ,
  - Family ,
  - Helplessness
- Reading Time 5 mins
T The Messenger at the Fire Door

Where I realise that the veil between worlds is thinner than we think, and the dead still find ways to keep in contact.
- Section Journal
- Published 5 March, 2026
- Tags
  - Veil ,
  - Messenger ,
  - Pigeon ,
  - Nan
- Reading Time 2 mins
T The Weight They Handed Down

Where I trace the origins of my oldest wounds, back to the child who was asked to carry what no child should, and forward to the adult still learning to set it down.
- Section Journal
- Published 4 March, 2026
- Tags
  - Trauma ,
  - Cbt ,
  - Parentification
- Reading Time 6 mins

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